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Full Alex Jones interview here.

“Everybody’s in a trance…It’s a system of quasi-zombies and zombies.” (Alex Jones).

“Smart aware people are no longer smart or aware. They’re sort of sleepwalking through this incredibly dangerous moment and they don’t even acknowledge any of it. What is that?…No one is even awake.” (Tucker Carlson).

This is painfully true, at least here in NYC. I have been saying this a lot lately and think about it non-stop. Any slight difference and deviation (in mannerism, voice, dress, gaze, look—anything) in people these days strikes me so intensely because it is SO rare now amongst the pod people. It is used to be something I experienced—the wonder and mystery of people—all the time. And because of it I lived a full, interesting, serendipitous, passionate, often exciting, and romantic life. I had many adventures and intense bonds with people.

What do people live for now? Why do they live—besides the programs and medications that tell them how to? In recent months, I have come to believe that we have greatly underestimated the depth of the programming—the depth of the trance people are in, the depth of the cynicism, corruption, and complacency everyone has accepted and rationalized as normal—and overestimated people’s ability to wake up from it, or want to wake up from it. I think maybe it is too late for the great majority of people. There has been every opportunity, reason, and tool to do so. There is no excuse now. Everything is known if you want to know it. Everything is possible if you believe it is possible and want it to be possible. We have entered a whole new battle/stage and set of existential/spiritual consequences because of all these missed chances and squandered truths.

"ONLY THEN WILL PEOPLE FIND THE WILL TO CHANGE."

I see—and comprehend—all the damage that has been done. I feel it, I sense it. I hear it every minute of every day. I live with it. I have all my life. It is deep in my bones and always with me, but before there were periods and sources of relief. I’m not trying to black pill. I am person of great faith and idealism, and I have been in this fight all of my life, and devastatingly so in the last five years.

I am just commenting on how insane and dead feels to me. I am not seeing things get better on the ground, which was my great hope for a long time. So I am contending and grappling with that. For the world and for me. I have to sometimes. It has been a difficult few months for me. Living this way is not easy, and that’s putting it mildly. It is also, as I well know, that I live in one of the worst most broken and often inhumane cities on the planet, and it’s only getting worse. The infrastructure is literally crumbling, while rich people buy apartments for millions of dollars to live here. The ground underneath their life does not exist, so what do they care?

I did feel some relief/some calm in the air right after the election. But I see a very troubled, unhinged, asleep population around me. I don’t see any “waking up.” I see whatever and whoever was normal in this world dissipate steadily, if not completely. Too far gone. “Cooked” from all the jabs, as my wine store guy put it the other day.

We are at a massive crossroads. Something has to break the spell.

I don’t know what will really turn the tide now. I believe it will take a large-scale cosmic event that affects everyone at the same time (a solar flash, ETs, for example). We are drowning in a sea of infowars, 5G warfare, online noise, political division, and profound psychosexual narcissism. After a while of swimming in that, after years of swimming in that, with no terra firma, even the Olympic swimmer gets tired of swimming, and never seeing land (the light at the end of the tunnel). Land gets farther and father way. We need to see some land. We need to get our bearings. Now. That’s another event that would spiritually renew us, strengthen us, and force people to come together and change—seeing that the end if near. The arrival of land, after being lost at sea for so long.